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Many years ago at the Art Gallery I saw a special display of modern art, in which some of the more interesting exhibits were made of old rubbish.<\/p>\n
The ones I liked most were some wall mounted works made from things that can cause painful injuries, like rusted galvanized iron, barbed wire, and splintered wood; these dangerous things had been arranged to form very pleasing patterns.\u00a0\u00a0Those artworks reminded me of the story of John Newton, who wrote that wonderful hymn, Amazing Grace, almost 250 years ago.<\/p>\n
\u00a0John Newton initially became a Christian during a storm at sea while he was a sailor.\u00a0\u00a0His initial journey of faith was not one we would now see as a model example.\u00a0\u00a0He worked on a slave ship, and he was promoted to be captain of a slave ship.\u00a0\u00a0Years later, ill health forced him to leave his seafaring work, and with his growing Christian convictions, he studied and eventually became a priest in the Church of England.<\/p>\n
Although slavery was legal and socially accepted, be was given a painful burden of guilt for his past role in it, and for the many thousands of slaves who died on his ship. This haunted him and drove him to action.\u00a0\u00a0Some critics of today have condemned his role in the slave trade while he held Christian beliefs, as hypocrisy.\u00a0\u00a0And even at the time, he felt compelled to explain his past by saying he was not a proper Christian until he left the slave trade.<\/p>\n
But I suggest that none of us may readily use our deeds to show when we became a \u201cproper Christian\u201d.\u00a0\u00a0For as we are given more of God\u2019s vision, we see more clearly how all our acts fall short of God\u2019s requirement of perfect holiness, even if they are legal and socially acceptable. As stated in Leviticus 19:2, \u201cYou shall be holy, for I the Lord your God am holy\u201d.<\/p>\n
\u00a0The essential step in the Christian path is to recognize our helpless state of sin, to see there is no other way but to trust in God\u2019s mercy in Jesus, and to truly want him to rule our unruly lives.\u00a0\u00a0We need to bring a repentant and grateful heart to God, to read his word, and seek the guidance of his Spirit amongst the noise and chaos of this world.<\/p>\n
We may not be taken away from our difficult lot in life, and the way ahead may seem confused and unclear for a long time, as it was for John Newton.<\/p>\n
\u00a0He wasn\u2019t given relief from his increasingly painful burden of guilt until he published the details of what he had seen in the slave trade.\u00a0\u00a0And his booklet was crucial in changing popular opinion in Britain to end slavery.<\/p>\n
\u00a0So, God took the pain of John Newton\u2019s past and turned it into a triumph, in God\u2019s own good purpose.<\/p>\n
God gives us a wonderful promise in I John 1:9, \u201cIf we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u00a0Our past stumbling, wrong turnings or willful sin, may leave us with rubbish in our lives, or a painful burden, just like a load of rusted barbed wire as used in those artworks.<\/p>\n
\u00a0But the wonderful gift which Jesus won for us, which we celebrate here at his table, is that when we truly repent and confess our sin to God, and want him to direct our path, he can take the painful rubbish of our sin and failures, and rearrange all of that to become part of his plan, for his kingdom, just as he did for John Newton.<\/p>\n
\u00a0The best that any piece of human artwork can do is to change outward appearances, to create the illusion of something pleasant.\u00a0\u00a0But at this table we celebrate the reality that through Jesus death and resurrection, all of our lives which we offer to him, including the weak, ugly and painful parts, are completely transformed.<\/p>\n
\u00a0We cannot see it, as the big picture is beyond us, but we can trust in God\u2019s promise that we we are being made into his perfect artwork.<\/p>\n
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